Unload your gun.
Lay down your weapon
because there are NO enemies here tonight.
Hindsight may humbly remind you
that you have been the worse offender
So stop
now.
We're done with hurting
Ourselves, others and especially Love itself, God.
Accept that you have been hurt
even self inflicted pain and suffering
i am asking, "how can i keep from causing this hurt again?"
i breathe in deeply
not quite able to sit quietly long enough to be answered.
but i am hopeful.
God, help me find a way to create love in all these cracks.
i don't mind having these scars,
but let's make them useful
maybe like the grass that grows in between the sidewalk cracks?
atleast its something to look at.
I love having you in my life to talk to
i love being accepted by you no matter what
i have never had that before
and i want everyone to feel this
especially people who have felt the sting of death
the shame of abuse
the slap of rejection
the weakness of a heartbreaken
let us all see beauty in the ashes
grace in our weaknesses
hope in death and
life in LOVE
Jesus, you are the HOPE. YOU are the Hope? Yep, I can attest, you have given me hope!
I love you
Prayer Requests!
Dad's health- to see only GREAT days ahead, and to be full of hope.
Haiti' for God's grace on the living. For all to see the veauty in the ashes :(
For personal strength and wisdom in my decisions
PRaises!
Craig, the guy who takes us paddling everyday! He blesses my life with newness and acceptance, and encourages me to chase my dreams and live the life I see in my head.
The sky! it is just so touching to be apart of this world.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
Day 8... Master Cleanse Download
Yes!
Tomorrow is officially Day 9 of the Master CLeanse Saga!
Day One-Fine
Day Two-Fine
Day Three- Turbo Charged!
Day Four-Super Tired
Day Five- Half way, but still Fine
Day 6- Slepping a little
Day 7-Weak and Tired. Ready to end!
Day 8- Quit because I was too weak, by drinking some green powder... BUT quickly regained my focus! I am back in the game... I will not quit! I will keep my goal! This is 10 days, by golly I shall accomplish my goal! (Lord, help me)
CHiropractor Love!
Actually, I am feeling more alive, and active tonight. I went to the chiropractor today, to see why I was having such painful back tenderness. The Dr. was a miracle worker. My back and neck feel amazing! The pain is completely gone! Just amazing what aligning your spine can do for your whole body! I didn't want to really hurn my head, because I didn't want anything to go out of place again! Seriously, I am shocked! Now all the nerves can properly travel to where they need to go. The body can now fully and powerfully heal itself.
Master Cleanse Expectations
I am hoping to become clear minded and able to resume my favorite practices again. Like quiet time with meditation. Oh, that sounds good. Before the cleanse, I have been not myself. UN-hopeful and optimistic about life, when usually I am a ball of sunshine with a big smile. Also with the cleanse I am hoping to have clear skin, bright eyes, and a clean pink tongue. These are all signs of optimal health! Give it to me Master Cleanse. Are you really the Master of Cleanses? Well, then show me what you got!!
Thankful for my Hoomies!
Yeah! So I feel alot clearer and optimistic today. I got to spend time with a lot of my friends. That;s always a bonus, and I am so thankful for the friends I have. They are smart, intelligent, generous, and dreamers! :) I like being around great folk!
So, that's the daily download for Lindsay. Ill be signing out now, with expectations for an un-imaginable tomorrow! Bring it on!
Warrior Mentality:
My new life motto. I wanna be a fighter. I wanna be a FIGHTER!!!!!!!!! Life is so precious, and it hangs on such a fragile balance. I wanna FIGHT for that balance in my life. Especially, in the areas of mental fortitude on Christ and in my eating habits.
Soldiers, they take orders from their commanders and do what they say. only. Christ is the commander and He says, "Be still" Ill be still. "Love the orphaned and outcasted!" I will love them. I have been so imperfect, and that makes me want to give you all the credit and praise, for any motivation I have. You are actually living out through me. Through me... You're unbelievable! and thank you!
But also, soldiers starve during the day and eat a lot in the night. I will only be eating one meal a day until Feb 20 (with small snacks). Then after that, I will decide if I want to stay on this warrior diet longer, ater having a month to see some results.
Prayer Requests!
To be strong in my mental and body warrior goals.
For me dad to continually to live in health.
For my friends in Costa Rica to choose to be servants of Jesus, and experience and accept real love.
For the sex trafficked kids all over the world, to experience love.
For the african child soldiers to also experience and accept love.
Love you! Thanks for reading. May God bless you with increased intimacy with Him.
Lindsay
Tomorrow is officially Day 9 of the Master CLeanse Saga!
Day One-Fine
Day Two-Fine
Day Three- Turbo Charged!
Day Four-Super Tired
Day Five- Half way, but still Fine
Day 6- Slepping a little
Day 7-Weak and Tired. Ready to end!
Day 8- Quit because I was too weak, by drinking some green powder... BUT quickly regained my focus! I am back in the game... I will not quit! I will keep my goal! This is 10 days, by golly I shall accomplish my goal! (Lord, help me)
CHiropractor Love!
Actually, I am feeling more alive, and active tonight. I went to the chiropractor today, to see why I was having such painful back tenderness. The Dr. was a miracle worker. My back and neck feel amazing! The pain is completely gone! Just amazing what aligning your spine can do for your whole body! I didn't want to really hurn my head, because I didn't want anything to go out of place again! Seriously, I am shocked! Now all the nerves can properly travel to where they need to go. The body can now fully and powerfully heal itself.
Master Cleanse Expectations
I am hoping to become clear minded and able to resume my favorite practices again. Like quiet time with meditation. Oh, that sounds good. Before the cleanse, I have been not myself. UN-hopeful and optimistic about life, when usually I am a ball of sunshine with a big smile. Also with the cleanse I am hoping to have clear skin, bright eyes, and a clean pink tongue. These are all signs of optimal health! Give it to me Master Cleanse. Are you really the Master of Cleanses? Well, then show me what you got!!
Thankful for my Hoomies!
Yeah! So I feel alot clearer and optimistic today. I got to spend time with a lot of my friends. That;s always a bonus, and I am so thankful for the friends I have. They are smart, intelligent, generous, and dreamers! :) I like being around great folk!
So, that's the daily download for Lindsay. Ill be signing out now, with expectations for an un-imaginable tomorrow! Bring it on!
Warrior Mentality:
My new life motto. I wanna be a fighter. I wanna be a FIGHTER!!!!!!!!! Life is so precious, and it hangs on such a fragile balance. I wanna FIGHT for that balance in my life. Especially, in the areas of mental fortitude on Christ and in my eating habits.
Soldiers, they take orders from their commanders and do what they say. only. Christ is the commander and He says, "Be still" Ill be still. "Love the orphaned and outcasted!" I will love them. I have been so imperfect, and that makes me want to give you all the credit and praise, for any motivation I have. You are actually living out through me. Through me... You're unbelievable! and thank you!
But also, soldiers starve during the day and eat a lot in the night. I will only be eating one meal a day until Feb 20 (with small snacks). Then after that, I will decide if I want to stay on this warrior diet longer, ater having a month to see some results.
Prayer Requests!
To be strong in my mental and body warrior goals.
For me dad to continually to live in health.
For my friends in Costa Rica to choose to be servants of Jesus, and experience and accept real love.
For the sex trafficked kids all over the world, to experience love.
For the african child soldiers to also experience and accept love.
Love you! Thanks for reading. May God bless you with increased intimacy with Him.
Lindsay
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