Unload those bullets...

Unload your gun.
Lay down your weapon
because there are NO enemies here tonight.
Hindsight may humbly remind you
that you have been the worse offender
So stop
now.
We're done with hurting
Ourselves, others and especially Love itself, God.
Accept that you have been hurt
even self inflicted pain and suffering
i am asking, "how can i keep from causing this hurt again?"
i breathe in deeply
not quite able to sit quietly long enough to be answered.
but i am hopeful.
God, help me find a way to create love in all these cracks.
i don't mind having these scars,
but let's make them useful
maybe like the grass that grows in between the sidewalk cracks?
atleast its something to look at.
I love having you in my life to talk to
i love being accepted by you no matter what
i have never had that before
and i want everyone to feel this
especially people who have felt the sting of death
the shame of abuse
the slap of rejection
the weakness of a heartbreaken

let us all see beauty in the ashes
grace in our weaknesses
hope in death and
life in LOVE

Jesus, you are the HOPE. YOU are the Hope? Yep, I can attest, you have given me hope!

I love you

Prayer Requests!
Dad's health- to see only GREAT days ahead, and to be full of hope.
Haiti' for God's grace on the living. For all to see the veauty in the ashes :(
For personal strength and wisdom in my decisions

PRaises!

Craig, the guy who takes us paddling everyday! He blesses my life with newness and acceptance, and encourages me to chase my dreams and live the life I see in my head.
The sky! it is just so touching to be apart of this world.