broken hearted praises :)

Dear Journal,

Dad Thoughts: I really miss him. I read a quote that went something like this... "you grief because you loved." I'm glad to hear that. I didn't realize that before. I really love my dad. I really REALLY love him. I am so thankful he is my dad. I keep hearing him laughing in my head, when I see him in my thoughts laughing... i smile. Such a warm smile and contagious laugh he had.

Everyday Life: Cleaning all sorts of things... the garage, the yard, the family room, even my body. I am doing a cleanse right now of Apple Juice, in hopes to cleanse my kidneys and gall bladder. I feel like even my emotions are getting detoxified. This feels real good.

I started dancing again, with Many But One. I love them, they are such a beautiful group of people. We are taking a trip up to North Carolina in a few weeks to dance. I am excited about this, because I don't really know what to expect. Mrs. D said we are going to share our stories... boy can I give them one! ANd the funny thing is... that I really don't consider myself a good speaker. I think i am a far better communicator writing than I am speaking. Oh well... if God used a jackass he could use me too.

Boys: I make these topics up on my own. I just sort of go with the flow of my thoughts... My nephews got mohawks yesterday, and they are boys. I had the thought today while cutting the grass, "I need a boyfriend so he can cut my grass! Maybe I'll pay him with kisses on the face." I thought that was good enough. I hope I get a boyfriend who would be eager to cut my grass. :)

Yoga: i like it. I sends blood pulsing throughout my body. I makes me feel inflated.

Schedule: It's been pleasantly packed. Each day seems like it has it's own load to unpack, and when I wake up in the morning... I ask God to unload it with me. I think He responds... "You got it, I am all ready!" I like Him, He's my man. He has been the strongest man I've ever loved. I am glad to be loved by Him in return. This makes me feel complete.


other... my friends are voting for me to win a free kitchen makeover and groceries from whole foods for a year. I really want the groceries and need them too. If you read this you can vote for me too. Look for my name, Lindsay Brown Go to Panda Kitchens

http://www.pandakitchen.com/t-panda-contest.aspx

Friends: i love em! Thanks God!

"God is near to the broken hearted."