There's no architecture to how I feel.

This is going to be a prayer, one asking for guidance, confessing my naievety and praying for correction. Yeah, thing have been working out terrificly. But is what I want, worth what I need?

My only desire...

Is Christ. I have set up my life around this one thing, this One person, this One God. I just love Jesus. I feel comfort and eternal security constantly. But right now, I feel like I am in a challenging position. To what degree do I submit myself to the outside world... without compromising my personal convictions? Being in the world but not of it. I need to remember Christ when He drew a line in the sand, waiting for the person "without sin" to cast the first stone upon the women caught in adultery. Or the time the women was at the water well, and He knew she had no husband, and that this fellow she has with now wasn't the right man for her either. But Jesus, He didn't condemn these women, he knew their hearts were broken and hurting. Well right now, so is mine. Am I really capable of being Christlike in this situation, when I am just as broken as the person? Christ look upon me with love. I just want to help out, by giving what I can give.

Dad update:

I friggin miss him. He always saved me when I had a flat tire on my bike. Is someone going to help me now? Without him, am I going to be OK? SOmetimes, I feel scared. I wish I could ask him what he would do if he were me. God, please come through for me. I need you, and I am frightened.

Scripture: Do not fear for I am with you, Do not be dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, and uphold you with my mighty right hand.

Prayer Requests:

Prayer for Amy to be exactly where she should be, every single second of every single day.

That God would lead the right people into my house soon. So I can start finding some stability

To be strong and courageous in EVERY and ALL situations! Fearless...

Praises:

Thankful for the children at camp eleven. There joy and laughter. They hearts to worship JESUS CHRIST through dancing. What an honor! Thank you God!

Honesty and communication within relationships.

Great and fun friends!