Lindsay's Lesson Corner
Dude, so again, I am realizing, that if you make yourself look at the positive side of any situation, you're going to see God's back. He is always moving in our lives right? Seriously, this new age stuff is becoming more and more clear to me. Satan is cleverly unveiling the mysteries of God, while focusing the power on each other, rather than CHRIST himself. My goodness, pray for the people here, especially Gabriella, she's beautiful in EVERY WAY, but is choosing to receive power from idols, that will always let her down.
and pray for me, that I can be a light for the One True Lover. :) Jesus Christ. I have to be bold here, so that this reality will continually manifest itself. Jesus, is Lord. How exciting? Because He is a lover, teacher, family healer, creator... you name it, if it's good, HE does it!!!
OK,
It's Highlights Time!!!!
1. Brina illegedly found a $10 ticket to come here. We shall wait and see. AHH! that would be so awesome!
2. Dad is doing well, better than I thought he would be doing! He told me Colby said he missed me the other day, I told him, "Ill smack colby's lips off" and my dad laughed! i love it when that happens... :)
3. we body surfed at the shandy beach, where i had a moment of panic when I washed up on the rocks. I have nothing to be afraid of really, except in my head, rocks + creepy sea creatures= freaked out LIndsay Brown
4. I realized today, that real monkeys are here. I heard them, saw them. it's just bizarre
5. I cried a little on the hammock. I was sad, because I got done reading the first chapter of Love, Sex, and Lasting Relationships, and I realized how much I have failed. How Hollywood my mindset is concerning relationships.
::find a person:: step one
::fall in love:: step 2
::make them the center of your life:: step 3
::repeat when it ends:: i lost it
Im done, I am a women of unclean lips. Lord, thank you for undo-ing me. I need to learn from you, you're ways are easy and you carry light burdens. Please transform my thinking to match yours. I'm seriously desperate. This is cycle is rediculous, my heart broken, your way... unknown. but i trust you, duh! you're God.
Lindsay, I love it when you realize I'm perfect, isn't it cool?!
I shout with joy... "Yes! thank you KING!"
6. I can hear the roar of the ocean from my balcony seat right now. it sounds powerful. like its made of only muscles.
7. I miss my friends. and I thought about them today. I even said a prayer of intercession, that the joy of God would be theres, and it would bring glory back to Jesus. that was unexpected. it was during yoga class.
Charlene's Corner
Let me introduce, Charlene. She's my friend. Dude, if you've never met her, it's because... well i dont know why. but you should. She is here with me right now, and we are so happy. I mean we give thanks for the smallest things, like falling off the bikes, when we've raced down uncontrollably hills and landed fine. but fell off only because a foot simply slipped off the petal.
Oh, but tonight I ran into the room dancing because I had to pee, and the thought drifted through my head, "i wonder where charlene is?" well, i found her sitting on the bathroom floor with the lights off. char, had just awoken from falling asleep. she felt like she was going to hurl, from a splitting headache she's had all day. and she just feel asleep there. :( It was so sad. seriously, i was so sad for her.
Oh, and another thing I want to highlight about Charlene, is that she is so cool. she's a really good sport. I mean she tries everything, and I call her Pocahantas, because she has a way of talking to all the bugs and creatures. They are drawn to her! Oh the worms visit her while she's sunning. The moskitos gentle suck her blood while outdoors. She has a way with the bugs here in Costa Rica. They are rejoicing, because Pocahantas has come! Someone to acknowledge that they are alive too. It makes me smile, because she really is a good sport.
SONG CORNER
songs have a way of bringing emotions to the surface for me. Sufjan Stevens is pretty much my music crush right now. He's hhhoooottttttt!
I'd swim across Lake Michigan
I'd sell my shoes
I'd give my body to be back again
In the rest of the room
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
You gave your body to the lonely
They took your clothes
You gave up a wife and a family
You gave your ghost
To be alone with me
To be alone with me
To be alone with me
You went up on a tree
To be alone with me
You went up on a tree
I've never known a man who loved me
I'd sell my shoes
I'd give my body to be back again
In the rest of the room
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
You gave your body to the lonely
They took your clothes
You gave up a wife and a family
You gave your ghost
To be alone with me
To be alone with me
To be alone with me
You went up on a tree
To be alone with me
You went up on a tree
I've never known a man who loved me
con gusto! Lindsay
I love your poetry.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE that song. Yes, Sufjan is handsome in everyway.
love you,
Brittnee