ok, so i guess i just need to get some restless poetry out of my system. writing a song didn't quite quench more inspirational thirst. listening to the waves makes me feel lucky. i know i am in this position for a reason, we all have our own paths to take. paths that lead us to people, places and through situations out of our control.

would you regret not telling someone they are beautiful? if you meant it with all your heart, knowing nothing would ever develop? if so, how can one make it meaningful and 'friendly'?

could you live in a small town, where everyone knew everything about you? or do you like the city life of individual personal space?

Staying in Negra, has opened my eyes up in so many ways. i never imagined I could do ANYTHING (almost) i set my mind too. I mean you hear things like " all things are possible with Christ" all the time. but to really feel empowered to do something is a tremendous feeling! I am wondering if God would really allow me to buy a place here, i feel like a shrimp. like i am a super small fish in a big BIG pond. i would really like to build a home, and raise a family here. i am actually super stoked about the whole idea.

i have a few options

1. buy property and or a home to live in.

2. marry a costa rican, so we can make a life here

3. all of the above. :)

Only God knows, but for the moment, i will just sit here and listen to the waves roll in. illbreathe, and enjoy this very second. i will never get another second exactly like this one again. man, i wish you were here.

Thank FULL list!

1. shared the gospel with coco! he totally recieved it!

2. played the guitar a little tonight.

3. went to Tamarindo by ATV. thankful i got to tamarindo, but i dont want to ride on a ATV for a LONGGGGG time!!

4. got a rad hand me down shirt

5. can sit here and listen to the waves. i want this to last forever. i think i am made to live life by the sea.

6. life lasts only moments! and i love them so much! i love everything i am given.

7. soooo thankful for Jesus and His love over me

8. had a piece on homemade keylime pie. :) favorite kind.

9. convinced myself that fatty fruits like mango's , coconuts and nana;s have enough fats to sustain my sweet tooth. :)

blessed beyond anything,

Lindsay