letting go... means not holding on.

Lindsay's Corner:

letting go... of expectations i have in life...

of potential romances...

of fears...

of bad memories...

bad habits...

sour attitudes...

weakness...

grudges.

and EMBRACING

prayer

inner peace

forgiveness

quietness

togetherness

acceptance of oneself exactly as they are

acceptance of others that way too

laughter unabashedly

baggage junk

shadows and the sunlight

waking up early

just plain old "going with the flow..."

Oh, what a joy life can be!

You know today was yet another day of practicing patience with myself. was it bad that I got jealous of my dad and gloria? what in me was offended when my dad chose to go to lunch with gloria and not with me? on one hand, i am so thankful she is in my dad's life, because he is happier with her. she gives him hope and lightness. but on the other hand, i want that for myself too, and i don't have it right now. I do have singleness which I am totally thankful for, and i have my friends, who are all so wonderfully precious. I have the Lord, he makes my step light and my eyes bright with hope. but, i guess it isn't the same when you have someone to share the ups and downs with in life when they are not your immediate family.

maybe that's why i got jealous.

so, let me just take a moment to thank all of you, my friends, for being patient with me, and loving me the way i am. you do a great job at that! i have no complaints. only accolades.


oh, oh... go with the flow...

plant a seed and wait to see which one will grow....

my wildest dreams are...
to travel to argentina and india to teach dance.
visit a monestary
study traditional chinese medicine in china
build a treehouse, and have a wellness home, and a summer dance program for fun.
surf whenever i want to
live off the land
sleep under the stars
have a beautiful, humble husband, who can cook and likes to exercise.
see my kids playing in the trees.
seeing peoples hearts, bodies and souls restored by God's love.

all these things, and life is complete... haha

hopes:
to have my house rented out so i can travel
marry effortlessly a humble man soon, i would atleast like my dad to know him
to have al my kids naturally
to live the life God has for me in abounding measure
to bring vision to others and my children about God's love and provision over their lifes.

i hope i can always be happy in jesus and in who he has made me.

yeah... :P